
Waiting to Spill Lyrics
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01. Silhouette
Wait
Wait for the day
Stay
Stay for the pain
Run
Run while you can
While you are still a silhouette
of a man
(I’m sorry)
02. Close Your Eyes
Do you wanna be
Like your father?
The older you get
Your head’s gettin hotter
Pick up the phone
When he calls you
You know he’s alone
He’s preaching ‘cause he loves you
Where have you been?
Jack’s been waiting
In your room every night
Why don’t you stay home tonight?
Could you waste your life
If you painted mine?
Now the day has died
But it’s too late to close your eyes
*ahhhh*
Time keeps telling me to change
But I’m fragile and afraid
*ahhhh*
Could waste your life
If you painted mine?
Now the day has died
But it’s too late to close your eyes
to close your eyes
close your eyes
The clock it ticks,
I have to get older
When I wake up,
and the dream is over
Packed away,
my life moving slower
Oh I’d hate to get any older
Oh I’d hate to get any older
Do you wanna be
(The clock it ticks i have to get older)
Like your father?
The older you get
(When i wake up and the dream is over)
Your head’s gettin hotter
Pick up the phone
(Packed away my life moving slower)
When he calls you
Oh i’d hate to get any older
Oh i’d hate to get any older
I always knew I’d let you go
Have to see you die to grow
Don’t you let them tell you who you are
Hope that as you keep collecting scars
You never know my pain
03. Morning in the aves
Morning in the aves
Goin nowhere fast
I’ve got bigger plans
1300 East
rollin up my sleeves
oh how I miss the leaves
I feel fine today
Wish the lights would stay green
Wish the drivers weren’t so mean
Christmas comes
and crumbs fill up your bed
Put your tapes in the VCR
Helps those days feel not so far behind you
Broke the looking glass
Didn’t grow up too fast
Wish it all could last
What if you found your voice?
What if you had a choice?
Would you tell me off ?
Bet you would run away
Bet you know what you would say
And what it takes to...
And I’ll find
I’ll find time
04. growing/dying
Why does the plant on the windowsill reflect my state of mind?
Growing and dying all the time
Why did the clerk that rang me up look so hypnotized?
Just look me in the eyes
I’d like to let it slide
But it would be nice to know
Why all blinds are closed
It would be nice to know...
Why does the wall insist I have my back against it?
Why does the wall
Why don’t you call
me out for leaving all the lights on?
Why don’t you call?
Searching for a sliver
Just enough to tell the forest from the fire
Slowly getting closer
Every moment in the light
Is drifting by...
By
It would be nice to know
When I’ll decide to grow
Sure would be nice to know
I think it’s time to grow
05. Words I Used
Tell me on the phone
You know where my heart’s gone
Why I’m so withdrawn
Every word is more obscure
To my heart’s song
And I can’t hold on
(Ahhhh)
Yesterday I wrote a little tune
I’m afraid you’ll hate the words I used
I’m sorry but it’s been weighing on me
Oh I can’t lie when I sing
No I can’t lie when I sing
My dear
there’s nothing left in here
So just hold on
But don’t hold on to me....
Tried my best this time
To keep your hand in mine
But it’s written now
And I’m rippin out the page
And you fantasize
Of chasin lights
But you won’t get far
With half your heart at sea
And New York’s callin’
for you darlin
So pack your bags don’t throw it all away
You know I’m fallin
From you darlin
And I’m afraid there’s no more room to stay…to stay
I’m afraid there’s nothin left to say
I still wait for you to call
Though I told you that we shouldn’t speak outside normal protocol
How could you give me your all?
Why should you wait for me at all?
‘Cause Yesterday I wrote a little tune
I’m afraid you’ll hate the words I used
I’m sorry but it’s been weighin on me
Oh I can’t lie when I sing
No I can’t lie...
06. Snowbank Blues
been working for the man
Every goddamn day
I’ve been smoking with my friends
To wash the nights away
Catchin up on sleep’s harder when I’m wakin up next to me
There’s a girl from down the road
Sendin looks my way
Frankly dear I’m not quite sure
What I’m supposed to say
How can I say no?
When you’re a thousand miles away
Wish I could roll the windows down
But the snow has swallowed up our little town
Well there’s coffee in my cup
And cameras in my face
Well I think I’ve had enough of all these
People in in this place
Tomorrow I’ll be gone
Could be a thousand miles away
And There’s somethin on my chest
It’s really messin’ with my health
Just because I’m smilin,
Doesn’t mean that I am smilin for myself
Take the stage and put the mask back on the shelf
Wish I could roll the windows down
But the snow has swallowed up our little town
I know you had to leave
But you didn’t have the right
To take the sun
You stole it in my sleep
07. Follow the Sound
Martha’s in the hallway
Running up and down
It feels just like a Monday
Following the sound
Such an empty driveway
Everyone’s in town
I can’t believe it’s Tuesday
Maybe while they’re out
I’ll let it out
Stumble in and out
of a moment with the moon
I know I’m not the only one
she’s talking to
And this troubled head of mine
Is making its big debut
I sincerely want to get better
But I sincerely know that it’s true
it’s been a while
It’s been a while
Should I run?
x2
I’ll quit the race and turn my head
To see what’s left
And who I kept
I’ll brush the guilt off of my chest
When there’s nothing left
And all I said
Was it’s ...
...been a while
It’s been a while
Should I run
x2
Every morning’s
Such a let down
Every memory
I put my foot down on
Stands up taller
And If I could cash in for silence
If my pride could let me ask for silence
Silence...
08. Slowing Down
The sound of laughter
Echoes from a few doors down
The sound of pressure
Is getting louder
Whisper in my ear
That you need me
But if you saw it clearly
Would you leave me?
I’m honest to you
But I’m lying to myself
And I don’t want to hear it
It has something to do
With the balance of my blood
And when I’ll have to spill it
People moving faster
Am I the only one that’s slowing down?
Am I slowing you down?
Whisper in my ear
That you need me
But if you saw it clearly,
You would leave me
Alone in California
The dream is dimming
The second time I’ve heard that voice…
And it’s getting louder
09. Know Your Name
Paranoia
is painted on the membrane of my mind
Waitin for ya
to gather up what’s left and leave me behind
Cause I’m a fallen soldier
Over and over
I’ve seen it twice before
And I’m so afraid to close the door again
Take down the vines
Chase down the light
And I’ll take out the knife
And stay down
The pain it goes away
But the change
will know your name
10. Viciously Lonely
My new house sits upon the clouds
Right next door is the lost and found
Pickin fights with the ghost down stairs
Turn off the lights and plug my ears
The trees are killin off in a lovely kind of way
And of course
I’m pleading from the porch
just stay
Maybe the winter will cut me some slack this year
Maybe I’m telling myself what I’d like to hear
Tonight I hope I fall asleep
before my hands do
I might come close to drifting off
But I don’t plan to
I’m viciously lonely
Lost respect
My best friend is the crick in my neck
Sit back and stone me
Toss your rocks
Pretty good aim if you count head shots
I tend to spend a couple hours a day
Waiting by the phone hopin there’s nothing to say
But I’ve got the feeling that my wake up call is on it’s way
But as my youth begins to expire
I’ll slowly put a little less wood on the fire
But maybe it’ll turn like a roll of old film
Or a bottle of wine
That’s been waiting to spill…
I’m viciously lonely
Tossed around
Most these days I’m stuck in town
So come on and show me
Lay it down
Put the band in the deep-end
And try to get loud
And all the flags are halfway down the poles
So why’re the dogs still barkin’ at the firework show?