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01. Silhouette
Wait
Wait for the day
Stay
Stay for the pain
 
Run
Run while you can
While you are still a silhouette
of a man
 
(I’m sorry)
02. Close Your Eyes 
 
 Do you wanna be
 Like your father?
 The older you get
 Your head’s gettin hotter
 
 Pick up the phone
 When he calls you
 You know he’s alone
 He’s preaching ‘cause he loves you
 
 Where have you been?
 Jack’s been waiting
 In your room every night
 Why don’t you stay home tonight?
 
 Could you waste your life
 If you painted mine?
 Now the day has died
 But it’s too late to close your eyes
 
 *ahhhh*
 Time keeps telling me to change
 But I’m fragile and afraid
 *ahhhh*
 
 Could waste your life
 If you painted mine?
 Now the day has died
 But it’s too late to close your eyes
 to close your eyes
 close your eyes
 
 The clock it ticks,
 I have to get older
 When I wake up,
 and the dream is over
 
 Packed away,
 my life moving slower
 Oh I’d hate to get any older
 Oh I’d hate to get any older
 
 Do you wanna be
 (The clock it ticks i have to get older)
 Like your father?
 The older you get
 (When i wake up and the dream is over)
 Your head’s gettin hotter
 Pick up the phone
 (Packed away my life moving slower)
 When he calls you
 
 Oh i’d hate to get any older
 Oh i’d hate to get any older
 
 I always knew I’d let you go
 Have to see you die to grow
 Don’t you let them tell you who you are
 Hope that as you keep collecting scars
 You never know my pain
03. Morning in the aves
Morning in the aves
Goin nowhere fast
I’ve got bigger plans 
1300 East
rollin up my sleeves 
oh how I miss the leaves 
I feel fine today 
Wish the lights would stay green 
Wish the drivers weren’t so mean 
Christmas comes 
and crumbs fill up your bed 
Put your tapes in the VCR
Helps those days feel not so far behind you 
Broke the looking glass 
Didn’t grow up too fast 
Wish it all could last 
What if you found your voice? 
What if you had a choice? 
Would you tell me off ? 
Bet you would run away 
Bet you know what you would say 
And what it takes to...
And I’ll find 
I’ll find time
04. growing/dying
 
 Why does the plant on the windowsill reflect my state of mind?
 Growing and dying all the time
 
 Why did the clerk that rang me up look so hypnotized?
 Just look me in the eyes
 
 I’d like to let it slide
 But it would be nice to know
 Why all blinds are closed
 It would be nice to know...
 
 Why does the wall insist I have my back against it?
 Why does the wall
 
 Why don’t you call
 me out for leaving all the lights on?
 Why don’t you call?
 
 Searching for a sliver
 Just enough to tell the forest from the fire
 
 Slowly getting closer
 Every moment in the light
 Is drifting by...
 By
 
 It would be nice to know
 When I’ll decide to grow
 Sure would be nice to know
 I think it’s time to grow
05. Words I Used
 
 Tell me on the phone
 You know where my heart’s gone
 Why I’m so withdrawn
 Every word is more obscure
 To my heart’s song
 And I can’t hold on
 
 (Ahhhh)
 Yesterday I wrote a little tune
 I’m afraid you’ll hate the words I used
 I’m sorry but it’s been weighing on me
 Oh I can’t lie when I sing
 No I can’t lie when I sing
 
 My dear
 there’s nothing left in here
 So just hold on
 But don’t hold on to me....
 
 Tried my best this time
 To keep your hand in mine
 But it’s written now
 And I’m rippin out the page
 
 And you fantasize
 Of chasin lights
 But you won’t get far
 With half your heart at sea
 
 And New York’s callin’
 for you darlin
 So pack your bags don’t throw it all away
 
 You know I’m fallin
 From you darlin
 And I’m afraid there’s no more room to stay…to stay
 
 I’m afraid there’s nothin left to say
 I still wait for you to call
 Though I told you that we shouldn’t speak outside normal protocol
 How could you give me your all?
 Why should you wait for me at all?
 
 ‘Cause Yesterday I wrote a little tune
 I’m afraid you’ll hate the words I used
 I’m sorry but it’s been weighin on me
 
 Oh I can’t lie when I sing
 No I can’t lie...
06. Snowbank Blues
 
 been working for the man
 Every goddamn day
 I’ve been smoking with my friends
 To wash the nights away
 Catchin up on sleep’s harder when I’m wakin up next to me
 
 There’s a girl from down the road
 Sendin looks my way
 Frankly dear I’m not quite sure
 What I’m supposed to say
 How can I say no?
 When you’re a thousand miles away
 Wish I could roll the windows down
 But the snow has swallowed up our little town
 Well there’s coffee in my cup
 And cameras in my face
 Well I think I’ve had enough of all these
 People in in this place
 Tomorrow I’ll be gone
 Could be a thousand miles away
 
 And There’s somethin on my chest
 It’s really messin’ with my health
 Just because I’m smilin,
 Doesn’t mean that I am smilin for myself
 Take the stage and put the mask back on the shelf
 
 Wish I could roll the windows down
 But the snow has swallowed up our little town
 I know you had to leave
 But you didn’t have the right
 To take the sun
 You stole it in my sleep
07. Follow the Sound
 
 Martha’s in the hallway
 Running up and down
 It feels just like a Monday
 Following the sound
 
 Such an empty driveway
 Everyone’s in town
 I can’t believe it’s Tuesday
 Maybe while they’re out
 I’ll let it out
 Stumble in and out
 of a moment with the moon
 I know I’m not the only one
 she’s talking to
 
 And this troubled head of mine
 Is making its big debut
 I sincerely want to get better
 But I sincerely know that it’s true
 it’s been a while
 It’s been a while
 Should I run?
 x2
 I’ll quit the race and turn my head
 To see what’s left
 And who I kept
 I’ll brush the guilt off of my chest
 When there’s nothing left
 And all I said
 Was it’s ...
 ...been a while
 It’s been a while
 Should I run
 x2
 Every morning’s
 Such a let down
 Every memory
 I put my foot down on
 Stands up taller
 And If I could cash in for silence
 If my pride could let me ask for silence
 Silence...
08. Slowing Down
 
 The sound of laughter
 Echoes from a few doors down
 The sound of pressure
 Is getting louder
 
 Whisper in my ear
 That you need me
 But if you saw it clearly
 Would you leave me?
 
 I’m honest to you
 But I’m lying to myself
 And I don’t want to hear it
 It has something to do
 With the balance of my blood
 And when I’ll have to spill it
 
 People moving faster
 Am I the only one that’s slowing down?
 Am I slowing you down?
 
 Whisper in my ear
 That you need me
 But if you saw it clearly,
 You would leave me
 
 Alone in California
 The dream is dimming
 The second time I’ve heard that voice…
 And it’s getting louder
09. Know Your Name
 
 Paranoia
 is painted on the membrane of my mind
 Waitin for ya
 to gather up what’s left and leave me behind
 
 Cause I’m a fallen soldier
 Over and over
 I’ve seen it twice before
 And I’m so afraid to close the door again
 
 Take down the vines
 Chase down the light
 And I’ll take out the knife
 And stay down
 
 The pain it goes away
 But the change
 will know your name
10. Viciously Lonely
 
 My new house sits upon the clouds
 Right next door is the lost and found
 Pickin fights with the ghost down stairs
 Turn off the lights and plug my ears
 
 The trees are killin off in a lovely kind of way
 And of course
 I’m pleading from the porch
 just stay
 
 Maybe the winter will cut me some slack this year
 Maybe I’m telling myself what I’d like to hear
 Tonight I hope I fall asleep
 before my hands do
 I might come close to drifting off
 But I don’t plan to
 
 I’m viciously lonely
 Lost respect
 My best friend is the crick in my neck
 Sit back and stone me
 Toss your rocks
 Pretty good aim if you count head shots
 
 I tend to spend a couple hours a day
 Waiting by the phone hopin there’s nothing to say
 But I’ve got the feeling that my wake up call is on it’s way
 
 But as my youth begins to expire
 I’ll slowly put a little less wood on the fire
 But maybe it’ll turn like a roll of old film
 Or a bottle of wine
 That’s been waiting to spill…
 I’m viciously lonely
 Tossed around
 Most these days I’m stuck in town
 So come on and show me
 Lay it down
 Put the band in the deep-end
 And try to get loud
 
 And all the flags are halfway down the poles
 So why’re the dogs still barkin’ at the firework show?